Friday, September 3, 2010
i realize i'm no longer tight with Kieran.
he was the closest guy friend i had. no dude quite knows me like he does.
so this sucks.
doesn't matter.
he was the closest guy friend i had. no dude quite knows me like he does.
so this sucks.
doesn't matter.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 5:11 AM.
Friday, August 27, 2010
no one knows me.
well,i'm the worst there is.
there, now you all know me.
well,i'm the worst there is.
there, now you all know me.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 5:11 AM.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
i pretty much know who reads this blog so yeah.
i didn't mean to mess your life up this badly.
i'm really sorry.
if i could turn back time, i would. and not reply you on msn.
take care,Jo.
i didn't mean to mess your life up this badly.
i'm really sorry.
if i could turn back time, i would. and not reply you on msn.
take care,Jo.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 3:54 AM.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
i know you read this.
unlike your blog, i don't have readers.
you have friends reading your private blog.
so if you tell me something, and post it up on your blog, please don't tell me you didn't tell anyone. cause your friends read them.
i can't fucking believe you're still comparing yourself to the others when you said you won't. i just can't.
and i don't fucking like julian. period.
"there's still one more pair of arms that I can run to."
seriously. i mean seriously.
unlike your blog, i don't have readers.
you have friends reading your private blog.
so if you tell me something, and post it up on your blog, please don't tell me you didn't tell anyone. cause your friends read them.
i can't fucking believe you're still comparing yourself to the others when you said you won't. i just can't.
and i don't fucking like julian. period.
"there's still one more pair of arms that I can run to."
seriously. i mean seriously.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:34 AM.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
i cannot accept the fact that this relationship will end one day.
every relationship ends but not this way.
i don't want to live each day like this.
i'm done, i'm done living this chapter full of lies.
i cannot take it anymore.
ever since we decided to get back together, we've had nothing but arguments.
happiness was indeed temporary, happiness is what we've been seeking for.
but we don't seek for happiness, we feel it.
we feel it when there's trust and commitment.
we feel it when we're not lying to ourselves.
we feel it,when we stop seeking for it.
and i now i know,
there's no such thing as a pursuit of happiness.
every relationship ends but not this way.
i don't want to live each day like this.
i'm done, i'm done living this chapter full of lies.
i cannot take it anymore.
ever since we decided to get back together, we've had nothing but arguments.
happiness was indeed temporary, happiness is what we've been seeking for.
but we don't seek for happiness, we feel it.
we feel it when there's trust and commitment.
we feel it when we're not lying to ourselves.
we feel it,when we stop seeking for it.
and i now i know,
there's no such thing as a pursuit of happiness.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 3:34 AM.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
what is my purpose.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:49 AM.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
i can't help but to feel like shit everytime i read your blog and it's about me.
i'm sorry.
i've known you since we were in sec 3, gonna be three years, three long years.
you were always the first, the one i had whenever i needed someone.
i don't know what to type here, so it probably won't make any sense.
i've been cruel,heartless,oblivious to your presence. in short, i was a bastard.
i was wrong.
we've both moved on, or so i think we have, but i can't help that everytime i think of Val, i think of you.
it's unfair to you that i'm righting my wrongs only now, with her. again,i'm sorry.
whatever.
honestly, i miss having you around, someone to hug,call and text almost anytime of the day,meet every other night and have macs.
i miss our first anniversary together, spending under your block.
i'm tearing now,
and i miss you, Rosy.
i'm sorry.
i've known you since we were in sec 3, gonna be three years, three long years.
you were always the first, the one i had whenever i needed someone.
i don't know what to type here, so it probably won't make any sense.
i've been cruel,heartless,oblivious to your presence. in short, i was a bastard.
i was wrong.
we've both moved on, or so i think we have, but i can't help that everytime i think of Val, i think of you.
it's unfair to you that i'm righting my wrongs only now, with her. again,i'm sorry.
whatever.
honestly, i miss having you around, someone to hug,call and text almost anytime of the day,meet every other night and have macs.
i miss our first anniversary together, spending under your block.
i'm tearing now,
and i miss you, Rosy.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:15 AM.